i realy stress out with everything..

work is like never ending...

my BRAIN exploding soon..

many datelines!..

not easy being multi task

its like everyone is depending on you..

everyday always get lecture at WORK plus HOME

**

after a buzy day at werk, i reach hm and check my mail..

to my surprise.. a fren commented on my behaviour:

just bcoz over a minor casual remark about my thoughts that i posted out loud..

that is "rathna is bored at hm"

never expect ppl would think negative about this..

i felt soo demoralized..

not as if im self centered or the otherwise..

just being myself and expressing my thoughts

**

papa just fly off to states to work for a month..

now my turn to take care of my family..

although papa away for a month but still its gonna be tough on me too

gotta settle alot of things

behalf of him..

**

i try not to think much about stuff..

put up a smile,laugh out loud and be happy..

spending time with frens and love ones makes the world

soo wonderful that you tends to forget all the stress and worries..

but yet ppl still misunderstood my intentions..

try to understand and give in to others

but ppl nvr and dont realy try to understand me..

**most of it

**ps: i miss papa already..

miss: his nagging

miss: him showing off his stuff

miss: his fake teeth smile

mainly: pray for his safety while he's away

i realy stress out with everything..

work is like never ending...

my BRAIN exploding soon..

many datelines!..

not easy being multi task

its like everyone is depending on you..

everyday always get lecture at WORK plus HOME

**

after a buzy day at werk, i reach hm and check my mail..

to my surprise.. a fren commented on my behaviour:

just bcoz over a minor casual remark about my thoughts that i posted out loud..

that is "rathna is bored at hm"

never expect ppl would think negative about this..

i felt soo demoralized..

not as if im self centered or the otherwise..

just being myself and expressing my thoughts

**

papa just fly off to states to work for a month..

now my turn to take care of my family..

although papa away for a month but still its gonna be tough on me too

gotta settle alot of things

behalf of him..

**

i try not to think much about stuff..

put up a smile,laugh out loud and be happy..

spending time with frens and love ones makes the world

soo wonderful that you tends to forget all the stress and worries..

but yet ppl still misunderstood my intentions..

try to understand and give in to others

but ppl nvr and dont realy try to understand me..

**most of it

**ps: i miss papa already..

miss: his nagging

miss: him showing off his stuff

miss: his fake teeth smile

mainly: pray for his safety while he's away